All is well...

I first felt the lump in my left breast about 2 years ago. It was quite by 'accident' that I found it one fine day. There are no accidents, they say. Since it was never felt by me again, I kind of forgot about it. Believe me that is true.

Around that time, I was just getting deeper into becoming a healer and I understood from what I learnt in these courses that there was some kind of emotional/mentall imbalance in me that had caused it to manifest in the physical body. All disease in the physical body starts with DIS-EASE in these bodies.

So from around end 2010 when I found it again, slightly larger now; I started to send LOVE and healing to it. I was always told that it is fine and I am healed when I witnessed healing on it in Theta.

Around Feb 2011, I was working with another healer overseas and mentioned this to him on email and he came back with a response that this was some kind of interference from those who were opposed to the Light, and that he had taken care of it. When I asked Creator about it, I was getting a message from the Creator all along that ALL IS WELL.

When I went to India in July/August 2011 I could feel it had become larger. Yet, I was constantly told that I am fine in CREATOR'S PERSPECTIVE. 

When I returned to Dubai in September I was much too 'busy' to get to a doctor and anyway MY doctor-healer-friend-confidante, (Creator) had told me that I am fine, so I basically continued to JUST BE. It had become larger now.

In October there was an huge public awareness campaign in Dubai for Breast Cancer Awareness and one day as I was watching one of these ads, the Angels started to speak to me and gently guided me to go for a check-up, as it was time to do so now. I KNEW that I am fine, and yet because the Angels had suggested I went for the check up. Angels are Creator's messengers and their messages are ones I do act upon.

The doctor upon touching it was immediately on the phone setting up an appointment for a mammogram and sonography-mammogram. This report stated that I had a couple of lumps which were all benign, and the one that had grown in size was suspicious - so a biopsy was suggested.

I went for the next step still KNOWING that I am fine. The result came in 5 days later stating that it was DCIS.

During the time of meeting the first doctor and then the mammogram, followed by the biopsy and then the result - about 10 days went by. I spoke with the Creator all the time and He told me it is FINE. I am healed and well.

When I sat in front of the doctor along with my sister to receive the report yesterday, she was very serious and said that she had the results and as she suspected it was malignant and confirmed it as DCIS. Also, that surgery was the immediate requirement and we must arrange for it soon. Even as she was explaining the report to us - I had shielded myself from this 'news' energetically and was in my mind speaking with Creator and HE STILL TOLD ME I AM FINE.

Based on this 'confirmation' I told the doctor that the surgery would be unnecessary. I am a healer and I work with Creator's energy and I have witnessed healing on this lump.

She again tried to impress how it was all very fine to be positive and to take the 'news' so well; yet surgery was important from her point of view. We thanked her and as my sister is well aware of that every moment Creator is with us and how we take full guidance from Him, she said it is fine to go with Creator's message and BELIEVE that I AM FINE, because I AM fine, she felt it in her heart too. To the doctor she said we will let you know.

As I came back home, I got another message from the Angels to post this news on my FB page and to a healing group that I belong to. I did that. All the while KNOWING THAT I AM HEALED ALREADY.

By afternoon, I went to sleep; and when I woke up I was 'guided' to google for some information on DCIS, even though I was sure I am fine and fit at an intuitive level.

When I googled I found out that what the doctor had impressed as 'cancer' - words meant to create fear in anyone and as if one would die any day - in any case death has lost its sting, if you know what I mean - as a Past Life Regression Therapist I have seen that side through my and others' eyes too many times to have anything but awe and respect for it and I know that it is acutally what we call LIFE. This what we are living on Earth is an 'illusion'.

So coming back to her report: This DCIS is the earliest stage or STAGE 0. In fact it is also called as pre-cancer, and while surgery is suggested it is also okay to let it be as it is.

Anyway, I spoke with Creator again and asked HOW did it even come to this when ALL ALONG I have been getting messages that IT IS OKAY. The answer was, "It IS okay. It is nothing. You are fine and healthy. You can make the lump disappear with the healing that you have learnt. Go to the doctor again and get another mammogram done and let her SEE that it has disappeared. This was the purpose it has served. That is the ONLY way a medical person will be convinced that it is possible to heal with FAITH. That doctor had a pact with you, where you will be the instrument that helps her in finding her FAITH, and not just the using of her skills to cut someone up. So, in Creator's perspective ALL IS WELL. More people will be awakened to the possibility of self-healing by knowing about this".

I now understood the whole message very clearly. The ingenious idea to give this lump (I know my beliefs had created it, yet Creator knows that I have worked so much on myself these years that for HIM to leave it 'unattended' there was a VERY STRONG reason, and was now that I understand it - intentional) - it was sent/left to/with someone like me who is so sure of and rooted in Creator's energy that I would certainly refuse the operation to a medical doctor because of the immense FAITH in my being a healer and a Co-Creator always using Creator's energies - so this was just a tool to get the doctors to jump onto the spiritual path too. Basically, I went there to get the doctor on the HEALING path (away from the cutting up path).

Then I was told to create this page ( I AM healed NOW  ) and post the medical records for those who feel like seeing proof. Hmmm, the humans that need validation, Creator is showing it to you. Click on the link and join that page if you feel like.

Further, for insights to all those who are interetesd,  I will keep posting all my conversations with Creator and Angels to share what happened next.

As far as the tumor is concerned, I spoke with it and asked when are you leaving me with love and gratitude for all that you are here to teach me having been learnt by me. The answer I got was it is done in the energy body and the physical body is also healed. Get a scan when the Angels guide you and post the results.

I share this, so that we may all understand that sometimes things happen which may seem like bad news to serve a larger purpose.

And they come to us, because we chose them to come to us because WE CAN SEE THEM IN CREATOR'S PERSPECTIVE and heal it with Love and Light. No other perspective is important enough to orverride this.

In Love, Light, Honour and Gratitude,

Purvi.

2nd November 2011.

3rd November: Today the result has come for IDC (some slides had to still be done after they precious diagnosis) - here is a link with some information. http://www.breastcancer.org/symptoms/types/idc/

I am getting into Theta as I write this, knowing fully well that all is well in Creator's perspective. Love and Light. :-)